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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 20:29:21 GMT 10
Harley shook his head. "No...No it's not."He whispered to her softly. "Just because you do something that everyone is use to doesn't mean you can't stop when you want to."He told her what he thought honestly. She didn't have to sleep with guys if she didn't want to. She could tell them no.
"It's your life Lola. Don't let someone control it just because they expect something out of you. Girls think I will sleep with them all the time but they have come to learn I wont. Just hang out with the people who like you for you not for what you give them."He told her with a nod of his head.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 20:34:23 GMT 10
'What's the point though, when the one thing that was supposed to be mine to give away is already gone?' Lola asked him quietly, knowing that, as far as she could tell, there was no point now.
'I like sex now, it's enjoyable, I just...I guess I used to have your attitude once upon a time' She shrugged simply, snuggling into his side a little more, now wishing he'd hold her, but knowing that it wasn't fair to ask. It was enough that he was letting her touch him at all, and she certainly didn't want to push her luck too much.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 20:40:54 GMT 10
Harley shook his head. "Just because you don't have it to give to someone doesn't mean you have to just give everything away."He whispered out as his eyes scanned the trees.
"If you like it...Then don't stop...All I am saying is if you don't want to have sex with a guy then...Don't...I mean you just don't have to give it away cause that is what he wants. He can go wack off if he wants it that bad."He stated honestly with a nod of his head. Looking down at her for a moment before looking back up at the trees.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 20:47:00 GMT 10
'I...I guess' Lola murmured, thinking about his words for awhile, knowing that she probably wouldn't change, but wishing that she could. Wishing that she could be a better person like he was.
'Sometimes...Sometimes I wish my first time had been with someone like you, who would have actually cared that they were taking it, rather than me just being another fuck. I'd never do that to someone else' She admitted to him in a small voice, again not trying to convince him of anything, just voicing her feelings, almost as though she were addressing the thoughts in her head, rather than the boy beside her.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 20:52:24 GMT 10
Harley took in what she was saying for a moment he stayed silent not saying a word just sitting there. The only sound around was the rustling of the leaves in the trees.
"Sometimes...Obsticles are but in front of us so that we find a way around them. Something bad might happen but you have to learn how to be strong...To over come it."He told her softly. "At least that is what my father always use to say...But he was talking about football."He furrowed his brow. "But still it applies here I think."He mumbled out before looking down at her.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 20:57:20 GMT 10
When he finally spoke, Lola listened silently before looking up at him for a good minute, then she burst out laughing, unable to help herself. It was good advice, but the fact that it had been meant for football had her giggling like a complete lunatic, which may or may not have had to do with the fact that she was party high.
'I love you Harley. You're even better than good quality' She told him honestly, shaking her head as she wrapped her arms around him, hugging him tightly, unable to help herself, even if he wasn't comfortable with it in that moment.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 21:05:20 GMT 10
Harley didn't know how to take her laughing and when she hugged him he was more than slightly shocked. But slowly he reached on arm around and patted her on the back. Before letting it fall back to his side now.
"I should say thank you right?"He asked curiously. Slowly he pulled her off and held up a finger. Grabbing the bowl he quickly ashed it before adding more weed. Packing it up he took a long hit and held it in. And let some smoked out waving his hand threw it he made and H, then an A, repeating the step with, R, L, E, Y. Spelling out his name in the smoke with a smile.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 21:12:02 GMT 10
'You should only say what you want' Lola sneaked in before he began writing his name in the smoke, causing her to giggle in awe even more, completely impressed.
'That's some funky shit' She told him, unable to stop the giggles now as she lent across him, taking the weed from him and doing more herself, trying to get herself stoned good and proper now, not holding back at all. Fuck it, if he wasn't going to hold back she wasn't going to either, and she quite liked being completely stoned around Harley, because she could completely trust him.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 21:18:18 GMT 10
Harley laughed lightly. "Sapphire taught me it...She is the first person who actually got me high. Sat me down and tired to calm my nerves and when she noticed that I was getting second hand high, my stuttering stopped slightly so she handed me the blunt. At first I didn't want to but she didn't pressure and now...Well supposedly I'm her favorite customer."He told her with a nod.
"That and for some reason girls like to come hit on me at parties and she tells me I have to tell them only if they buy some of her weed...Girls are weird no offense."He laughed out getting completely high as he took the bowl from her. "Want to see another trick? It will get you really high."He told her with a smile.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 21:22:42 GMT 10
'I'll remember that the next time I go buy from her. I thought I was her favorite!' Lola cried, only joking around. She probably visited Sapphire a little too much, and was probably one of her more regular customers, but as for being a favorite? Well, she certainly didn't think she was that appreciated.
'And of course I want to see another trick, even if you do think I'm weird. I'd not buy weed just to hit on you, for the record. I'd just steal yours!' She told him with another giggle, nudging him lightly.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 21:27:11 GMT 10
Harley laughed lightly. "Well...For a while she made me sit and talk to her...Just to get use to talking period because...My stutter use to be like 5 times worse. She says I'm her favorite because we are both virgin Marys."He told her with a nod of his head.
"And I have had that happen before. Really upset me so if you ever steal my weed. I will sick a girl on you."He joked with a smile moving on to his knees in front of her. "Okay and when I blow the smoke out her suck in really fast and then swallow okay?"He asked with a smile. Taking a long hit of the bowl he moved in front of her placing his hands on both sides of her for balance before blowing out the smoke towards her mouth.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 21:34:59 GMT 10
'I'd share it with you once I'd stolen it, of course' Lola told him as she watched him positioned himself above her. She waited patiently, watching him carefully until he blew the smoke into her face. She didn't wait, doing exactly as he'd told her to do and sucking it in deeply before swallowing heavily, having to catch herself to stop from coughing before a soft smile spread over her face as she felt it affect her body in wonderful ways.
Lola looked up at Harley with that same smile still on her face, studying his for a few seconds before slowly leaning up, pressing her lips to his. That was the problem with her being stoned; she went with her urges, and at the moment the strongest urge was to kiss him. She did fine when she was sober, knowing that he didn't like it, but when she was stoned...Well, her body did as it wanted.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 21:40:52 GMT 10
Harley sat frozen for a moment before gently kissing back before slowly pulling away and moving back next to her. "It would still be considered stealing."He stated continuing there conversation like nothing had happened. "I mean...I would be the one who bought it so...You stealing it then sharing it with me...Just wrong."He joked with a smile as he looked around.
"I like this little place here. It makes me wonder why no one has ever been here before."He stated honestly still playing off that the kiss never happened. Yea they had done it before and he always did the same thing. Played it off.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 21:49:19 GMT 10
'I come here all the time' Lola told him lazily before crawling over slightly so she was sitting on his thighs, her body facing his so she was straddling him somewhat.
'And I only bring special people here. Why won't you kiss me?' She asked him quietly, not trying to make him uncomfortable, just wanting to know and having the balls (and lack of conscious) to actually ask him for a change, rather than just going along with his little game of pretending it had never happened. This was what tended to frustrate her sometimes, because it felt like he didn't trust her.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 22:01:41 GMT 10
Harley opened his mouth then shut it as he leaned back. "Because...I only like you as a friend."He told her honestly seeing nothing wrong with the answer. "And your high right now and so am I...And really that would be taking advantage of you."He told her.
He was really uncomfortable now as he stared down at her. His breathing becoming heavy as he tried to calm himself down. But how could he do that when she was basically straddling him, all up in his personal bubble he had just told her about. But she was high. He had to keep reminding himself of that.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 22:10:58 GMT 10
'But I don't want to have sex with you. Well, I do, but not right now. I don't even have any protection, and I wouldn't fuck anyone without it' Lola whined, edging closer to his mouth as she did so. There was really only so much further backwards he could go, and she was trying to keep that in mind.
'Please, I only want to kiss you. I promise I won't take advantage of you, at all' She told him carefully, having not been quite so prepared for him turning her down, since it didn't really happen when he was high.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 22:17:11 GMT 10
Harley kept moving back. "I wouldn't have sex with you even if you had protection."He stated as he continued to move back and soon his back hit the log. He was fucked. He couldn't move away from her in risk of hurting her in some way and he couldn't move back anymore.
"I don't understand why we can't just...Talk...Like friend do..."He blurted out not really seeing as to why she wanted this so bad. "I don't even see why you even want to kiss me. "He rambled out his thoughts.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 22:25:03 GMT 10
'I don't want to have sex with you. I don't want to make you do something you don't want to. I just kind of hoped that maybe you'd at least want to kiss me, but obviously I'm not even worth that' Lola grumbled, slumping down so that her head was resting on his chest as she closed her eyes, defeat attack her as she shook her head lightly before sighing heavily, wishing that she was good enough for him just to kiss. Really, it can't have been that big a deal! How would he know if he loved someone or not if he wouldn't even kiss them?!
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 22:32:35 GMT 10
Harley didn't know what to do now. He bit his lip and slowly reached down and took her face in his hands gently. Lifting her face up he slowly leaned in. Looking into her eyes for a moment before closing them and placing his lips on hers gently. It wasn't that he didn't want to, he just felt that it didn't spark like he liked a kiss to do. He only had one of those, and she was long gone. But still he gently moved his lips along hers before slowly pulling away and letting his hands fall to his sides. He kissed her. That was what she wanted wasn't it?
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 22:38:48 GMT 10
Lola was pleased when he kissed her again, and so sweetly, too, to add to it, but her pleasure was only momentary, since he pulled away no sooner had he began kissing her, causing her to sigh heavily in frustration, not sure what else to do. Rather than trying to convince him again, figuring that he really didn't want to kiss her, Lola simply pulled away from him, looking at his face once more before sighing again and lifting herself out of his lap, taking the bowl from him and shuffling away slightly, intending to get completely messy now, no longer interested in being even remotely sober and setting to work on that goal.
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