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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 9:28:59 GMT 10
Harley swallowed heavily as he nodded his head. He just had a bad feeling about this and wanted to go to class now. But said nothing of it and letting her drag him a long. He hoped she didn't expect more than a talk from him because that was all she was going to get from it.
Calming his breathing now. He slowly walked over the tree taking his hand from hers so he could balance. He really didn't want to fall in the water at all. Jumping down he took another deep breath and smile slightly, he did it.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 11:35:31 GMT 10
Lola copied him, balancing her way over the trunk before taking his hand once more, dragging him off towards the spot she'd claimed as hers. Once she got there she dropped down on the ground, pulling him down with her and digging through the small collection of stuff she'd gathered there, pulling out her collection of weed, offering it to him first, to be polite. As she waited for him to take it, she glanced around the small space, a smile on her face as she did so. She'd really come to love it, and it was now her escape.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 11:56:57 GMT 10
Harley took the weed and stared at it for a moment as he pulled up his knees wrapping his arms around it keeping the weed in hand as he looked around curiously. It really was a nice little pace. Threw the trees you could still slightly see the lake and back behind them was an endless amount of trees.
He had to admit. It was nice. Turning away from her he went threw his bag pulling out a little box. Opening it up he pulled out a pipe and a lighter. Sapphire told him to keep it with him so you don't get cause in random room searches and when they do bag checks put it in your pants. Which actually helped a few times. Putting the bud in the bowl he lit it taking a large hit before passing it over to her.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 12:19:50 GMT 10
'I like you normally, but I like you more when you're high because I don't doubt that you enjoy my company like I do when you're not' Lola told him as she took it from him, taking one hit and then waiting a moment before handing it back, a massive grin spreading over her face as her body already began to relax some, more pleased now that he'd come with her than she had been even moments beforehand. It was nice to have him around normally, but it was a right pleasure when he was stoned, and she cherished those moments the most.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 12:49:26 GMT 10
Harley nodded as he took another hit. Holding his breath for a moment as he handed back before letting a breath out. "I am just...Not a comfortable person naturally...I think the only person you likes me sober is Sapphire."He told her honestly, looking down. "Personally I like who I am."He told her not trying to be rude but just saying.
"But...My nerves just take over my vocal cords so it makes it hard to talk. Which is why I get high."He explained to her as he picked up a fallen leaf and twirled it between his fingers.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 13:44:37 GMT 10
'I like you sober too!' Lola protested, terrifed now that she'd said the wrong thing, given him the wrong idea.
'All I meant was that I don't worry so much when you're high. It's easier to be myself around you, because I'm not always watching everything I say or do, that's all' She told him more quietly now, hoping that he'd understand the point she was trying to make to him. If he didn't she wasn't really sure that there was anythih else she could do to try help him get her point.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 13:55:54 GMT 10
Harley nodded. "Oh...Well...I don't really mean to be like that...Just my nerves."He stated with a nod of his head. "I just you know...I'm awkward I guess you could say."He told her as he wrapped his arms around his legs once more.
Shrugging he gave her a small smile on his face. "I guess...My nerves just die down when I am high. That is why most people just stay clear of me unless they know I am high."He shrugged. "I just like to keep to myself sober. But it comes off like I am...A wreck."
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 15:11:19 GMT 10
'Well, high or not, I still like you. You're just more cuddly than normal when you're high' Lola told him, snuggling into his side once she'd spoke, knowing that he was relaxing since his words were becoming more fluent as his stutter died down more and more. That was the real reason she'd suggested they get high; so that he'd be more comfortable in her presence. She just hoped that he'd keep relaxing and that she wouldn't say something to throw him off or offend him. That was the last thing she needed.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 16:03:35 GMT 10
Harley nodded his head as he let her lean against him. Not really bothered by it anymore but he still wasn't going to move from his position. Taking the bowl he took another hit letting out a couple of coughs to get him higher than before. Enjoying the way being high made him feel comfortable.
"Well that is good...I mean...Even if it doesn't seem like it I like hanging out with you...At talking."He told her with a nod of his head as he looked out over the area. Staring at the water threw the trees.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 16:08:39 GMT 10
'As long as you actually do enjoy my company, and you're not just telling me that to keep the peace. Because if you don't, or you only enjoy it when you're high, I'll stop hanging around you' Lola told him somewhat seriously, meaning her words without trying to make it seem like she didn't want him around. She loved hanging out with Harley, she just didn't want to make him do something that he really didn't like, or wasn't comfortable with doing. She wasn't that horrible, or selfish, a person, in all honesty.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 16:33:54 GMT 10
Harley bit his lip as he nodded his head. "I like hanging out with you both sober and when I am high. I just have this personal bubble you know? I just...I can't really explain it but I'm weird."He told her with a nod of his head trying to make it so she understood he wasn't open. Never would be. "I just keep to myself."He shrugged and took another hit of the bowl before handing it off to her. Moving his arms back around his legs looking out at the area. Just relaxing now.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 16:44:02 GMT 10
'You're not weird' Lola told him, taking the bowl and setting it to the side for a moment, instead wrapping her arm around his shoulder and laying her head against it.
'I don't mind the personal bubble when you're sober, as long as you can at least handle me holding your hand occasionally' She added softly, hoping that he wouldn't have too much of a problem with that. She was huge on physical contact, and it was hard for her to not be touching someone, to not invade their personal bubble. She just hoped that he'd get that.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 17:27:39 GMT 10
Harley nodded his with a small smile. "I am weird trust me...I think I am one of the only guys in this school who doesn't want to run around having sex and drink all the time."He stated honestly.
"And...I don't mind all that much...I just need a bit of space you now?"He asked of course he was fine with it now but it just got him all choked up when he was sober and he didn't like that at all. Made him feel constricted, like he isn't supposed to be touching them.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 17:35:40 GMT 10
'You know, that's kind of what draws me in, in a way. The fact that you won't just bow down and have sex with me. It's challenging, and you're the only really challenging guy around here' Lola told him with a smile, hoping that he wouldn't take offense to her words, or that he wouldn't get mad at her for them. That was the last thing she actually wanted to happen. She kind of hoped that one day he would give in and have sex with her, give her what she wanted, but she had no intention of pushing him. Hell, to be honest, Lola didn't even know if he'd ever had sex or not, but if he hadn't she wanted him to be ready to have it, not just do it because she forced him to, or took advantage of him, which wasn't something she planned to do anytime soon.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 18:56:00 GMT 10
Harley took a deep breath. "Im...No...Offense but I don't want to have sex with any of the girls here."He admitted. "I want to be in love before I ever have sex."He stated honestly not feeling at ashamed about the fact that he was still a virgin. He was like 1 and a million at this school really.
"I just don't think it is my thing...Sleeping around with it meaning nothing. I mean I don't look down on anyone who does it...It just isn't me."He told her honestly with a nod of his head.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 19:31:30 GMT 10
'Who's to say you won't fall in love with someone here, though?' Lola asked him with raised eyebrows, curious and waiting for his reasoning. She wasn't saying that she expected him to fall for her, but maybe if he fell for another girl and had sex with her, Lola could become just a little more hopeful. It wasn't a necessity to sleep with him, but it would still be nice. Hell it'd be nice to just see him naked, if she was really honest with herself. Maybe she'd ask him to go swimming with her, naked, of course.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 19:40:20 GMT 10
Harley furrowed his brow. "I would have to be with them a while for me to actually...Sleep with them...I don't want a one night stand or a fuck buddy."He stated. "A part of me wants what my parents have. They have been in love since they were in high school and they were each others first."He told her with a nod of his head.
"Call me old fashion or what ever...But when I do sleep with a girl...It will be the real thing. Not a random fuck that most of the people around here have."He told her honestly.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 20:03:53 GMT 10
'Don't take this the wrong way, but if I slept with you, it wouldn't be a random fuck, or not for me, anyway' Lola murmured softly, leaning up and pushing her mouth against Harley's briefly before settling in against him once again. Like she'd told him, that was what she liked about him. He was a challenge, and it meant that she didn't feel like he hung around her for sex, and to her, that was a million dollar thing. She always felt like the boys expected her to have sex with them, and sure, she did, but it was still nice to not feel like it was expected for a change.
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Post by Harley on Mar 5, 2010 20:07:45 GMT 10
Harley nodded his head and froze slightly when her lips met his. He wasn't high enough to do anything back but relaxed slightly. "I know...But it just wouldn't be the same as what I want...I believe that you should just sleep around because you can...I mean...Don't you want something special? Someone to actually are about you during it?"He asked curiously.
He couldn't do it. Just shag a random girl just because he could. And he had offers a lot of them but he didn't want that. It just wasn't his thing and never would be.
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Post by Lola on Mar 5, 2010 20:20:16 GMT 10
'Sometimes, yeah, I do' Lola admitted softly, lowering her gaze from his face as she told him the truth. Sex was good, nice even, but to be with someone who actually care...Well, that'd be more than nice, and even she couldn't deny that.
'But it's too late for that, right?' She mumbled, knowing that it'd been too late when she'd all but been forced into sleeping with the boy who'd taken her virginity, which was something that she'd never, ever admitted to anyone, to ashamed to let anyone know that she'd been pushed into something she didn't want to do.
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